I'm the princess in my own real story. ♕
“I’m always there for you my sweetie, ok? You’re a smart girl and I know you’re strong and brave enough to go through whatever happens, I believe in you ok. Don’t be the negative thinker it won’t help you, us. We will always be together, in my heart you were never forgotten. I love you both so much ok. Bear that in mind. I’m just out of sight & out of touch but never out of your heart. :*”

— Mommy Tam

March 20, 2014 - 11:24am | 1 note | Permalink

makakarelatekaa:

these things.

(via aranola)

March 17, 2014 - 11:34am | 977 notes | Permalink
  • Him: I will never get tired of you, I promise.
  • Her: No, don't promise me that because you don't know yet what it's like to stay with me. You are not aware of my mood swings, of how often I degrade myself or blame myself for being left behind all the time. You have not been exposed to my dark side, that side of me which eats up all the happiness I am bound to feel, that side of me which leaves me empty and hollow inside every night. You don't know how depressed I am, or how often I struggle to not become a burden to the few people who managed to stay even if it hurts them, even if it's hard. I am a difficult person to deal with. I mess everything up every time. I shut people out. I push them away. So stop telling me all those promises because even I get tired of myself sometimes. What kind of assurance can you guarantee me that you won't?
March 7, 2014 - 10:21pm | 1,250 notes | Permalink

Kumbaga may taning na buhay ko sa mga panahon ngayon. Nabibilang na araw nalang gragraduate na ako. Pano ba ‘yan? Iiwan ko na haiskul. Pero di ko mawari kung magiging masaya ba ako o malungkot. Oo syempre, masaya ako dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na nagsikap din ako para makatapos. But despite of those achievements there’s still one thing I want but it makes me sad. My mom. She’s not going to attend in my graduation. Naiintindihan ko na nasa Paris siya pero hindi ko maideny sa sarili ko na nakakalungkot talaga. It really makes me sad. Oh, Genie genie genie on the pot… please grant my one and only wish for now. Please. Please. I want her to be there. Yun bang masaya siyang sasamahan ako sa harap na kukunin yung aking diploma. Shiiiz! Lord, help my mom to here on that day. I want her to see me in person getting it. And I just want to thank her too because without her and my dad and You, I will never be molded like this. I will never achieve this without them. Their support, love, care, sacrifice, patience and hard works made me. And I’m proud of my self because I did it. Para sa inyo po ito! :)

March 5, 2014 - 11:59am | 3 notes | Permalink

Hahahahahaha! Efforts are still efforts <3

  • Marko: Meryenda muna. :)
  • Me: Bigyan mo ako ah! Balot. Kung wala, Nova :D
  • Marko: Wala. :D
  • Me: Ayaw eh. Okay.
  • Marko: Hotdog lang.
  • Me: Large fries and Sundae :D
  • Marko: San ako kukuha? Hahaha!
  • Me: Mcdo.
  • Marko: Wait. Bibili lang ako.
  • Me: As if.
  • Marko: Drive thru
  • Me: As if naman.
  • Marko: 1 regular fries and Coke float?
  • Me: Large.
  • Marko: Then?
  • Me: Coke float.
February 28, 2014 - 05:24am | 1 note | Permalink

Heart to heart talk daw. :D

  • Ate Realie: Di pa rin nagfafade? :(
  • Me: I've tried it many times. But I failed. Always. :)
  • Ate Realie: Sa kayo na ulit? :) Almost kasi ng mga guy tinatake for granted nila yung mga babae. Sinasabi nilang "di rin naman ako matitiis neto." blah. Blah. Blah. Diba?? Naranasan ko ng magbigay ng sandamakmak na second chance. HAHA! Pero wala pa rin eh. Ganon pa rin. Kaya, ayun. Nagsawa ako. Bahala ka. :) diskarte mo 'yan.
February 28, 2014 - 05:05am | 2 notes | Permalink

He’s still the one I want. I like. I admire. I adore.  I care for. I love. And I love the most. He never get out of my mind since the day I met him. And since the day I fell in love with him. I want him to be with me no matter what life may bring us through. Mark Joshua C. Deuz, you’re all that I need. We’re still holding on. Tinitiis lang natin isa’t-isa. Alam ko namang mahirap magbigay ng chance pero kahit gustuhin ko man na ibigay ngayon ‘yan, its hard for me to give it away in just a snap and will ruin again in a blink. I know you want me back but its hard. I want space but I want you to be in my arms again. Seeking for the love we have before. I really miss it. Badly. I really miss you. 

February 25, 2014 - 10:15pm | Permalink

A change for the better? I guess so ;)

  • Marko: Gusto ko munang magbago Cj, bago ako bumalik sa'yo para wala ka nang masabi.
  • Marko: Gusto ko matino akong babalik :)
  • Marko: Yung may rason pa para mahalin mo ulit ako :)
February 22, 2014 - 05:04am | 1 note | Permalink
I really do. I always do. And I always&#8230; Babe.

I really do. I always do. And I always… Babe.

(Source: fucklifeiamgoingtonarnia, via dakilangboyyfriend)

February 21, 2014 - 06:46am | 9,783 notes | Permalink

Good night and good morning texts. Long sweet messages. Food trips. Road trips. Tickles. Stares. Weird jokes. Corny conversations. Meanigdul smiles. Pricless laughs. Bond with your family. Simple efforts… Wasted memories. Awts. :)

February 15, 2014 - 11:20pm | 2 notes | Permalink
Minsan mas okay na ‘yong ngumiti nalang kaysa sabihin mong sobrang sakit na.
February 15, 2014 - 10:17pm | 1 note | Permalink

This girl messaged me last night. Sarap English’in para di makasumbat eh. Hahahahahaha! Sineenzoned nalang ako. Nahimatay ba o namatay na? Hahahahaha! Ayoko na! Kahit anong sabihin mo, mahirap maniwala. Ni ikaw nga ‘yong dahilan para bitawan ako ng lalaking mahal ko. Aw. Hahahaha! Sige ha? Kung ayaw niyo ng ganito, sana noong una naisip niyo na lahat ng consequences. Chances will be wasted kung uulitin na naman. Hindi sana hahantong sa ganito kung noong una, naging maingat kayo. Hindi ako yung tipo ng tao na kung may hiling ka, agad-agad na oo. Mahirap din akong pakiusapan minsan, alam ko. Binigyan niyo na ako ng rason para magtanim ng galit sa inyo. Alam kong masama ang magtanim ng galit pero wala eh. Sino ba ang hindi sasama ang loob sa ginawa niyong landian sa isa’t-isa at para sirain yung relasyon na kay tagal nang pinag-iingatan. Stupidy happens. Its easy to forgive pero mahirap nang kalimutan yung nangyari.

February 15, 2014 - 10:04pm | 1 note | Permalink